Twenty-three

I got bored so I'm going to answer these weird questions that I found online lol I have no life :(

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Both since I'm an awkward person :")

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
I get mad very easily even for trivial reasons lol. But hm I forgot when was the last time I get really angry..

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
Wait-- are we even allowed to make a phone call in airplane?? I thought cannot meh??

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I would be very worried because I'm scared that my bad deeds>good deeds :O I'm not sure about telling people that I'm going to die but I would leave little hints about that to my closest friends and family. For the remaining days, I would spend my days happily because I ... want..to..die..happily..?. Yeah

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Trust because that's very important in a friendship/relationship.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
Let's be realistic... I might not even realise that the dog's there because I'm already late to work lol. But if I happen to see it, I would check if there's other pedestrian nearby. If there isn't any, then I can't do nothing much about it... I don't know how to swim (if the canal is big..)... what a selfish me :(

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
I would rather be hurt by the one I hate the most okay. lol ok ok this is hard.. both would hurt me very bad equally so both??

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
This would never happen to me... BUT if it happens someday, firstly I would check my feelings first if the feelings are mutual or only one-sided. If I happen to have mutual feelings with that person, then I would accept his/her confession.. if no, then sorry not sorry but I think I can still remain as friend with he/she :D but meh it won't happen. Who would fall in love with a dumb ass like me :D

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Well, she's not the last person I know that died. But I got the chance, I would definitely do that. Even if I have to give up my whole 118 years of my existence, I wouldn't care but nah that won't happen..

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Honestly, NO.

11. Does love = sex?
Not really... There's this thing called "Friends with benefits" or "one-night stand" lol. and also WHO WOULD HAVE SEX WITH ThEir OWn fAmiLY memBeRs?!!!111 such incest yuck yikes

12. Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Let's be honest and realistic. NO. Because why? Then I would be unemployed... Unless if I got other offer first then I would gladly offer to leave the company.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
Wow I couldn't remember anything.. seriously!! But I think the last time I did that was during foundation studies... maybe... omg I can't remember anymore STAHP!!!!!

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
It would be harder for me to tell them that I love them of course. I'm really good in ditching people lol so it's..easy(?) to tell them I don't love them back... :D what an evil minion :D I'm such a trash wowow

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
My dream. I used to have this certain dream that I would like to achieve. I had that dream/ambition since I was in primary school until my last year in high school. People told me to give up on my dream and I had a really hard time because of that. And after that, I successfully ditched my dream and now I don't have any dream :| /sobs/ Life is hard and cruel :(

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
My best friends haa :D

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
Nope.. maybe.. idk???????

18.Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Wait-- I thought you actually need a cpr license because my seniors told me that when I learnt cpr during high school...
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19. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Why would they go there??? Like wtf????? What kind of question is this?? I'm chuckling lol

20. Are you old fashioned?
YES HAHA :D

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
Yesterday.

22. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Yo why is this hard to decide idk maybe never loved at all???? or ???? asfdfgasdbbndsydh i hate you

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Well, I just wish that I could graduate successfully and get a job instantly after graduating and not being a homeless and broke. That's all..

anyway this is kinda fun dibidibidis~~~ 

Confessions of a Homebody

Since I already finished my foundation studies, I'm now unemployed and becoming a homebody. Homebody is basically a person who loves to stay at home. Some people might downgrade homebodies as being unadventurous but geez, do they even know how much fun staying at home!!? I believe I'm not the only person who loves to stay at home :3

As a homebody, I find it hard to reject my friends' invitation to hang out. It's mainly because I don't want to hurt their feelings but at the same time, I don't really want to go out because most of the times(not all hangouts fail tho), the hangout plans would fail miserably *sobs sobs* and I eventually regret going out lol. Besides, I don't want to go out because I don't want to waste money. I mean like, why do I have to waste money when I can get free food, wifi and bed at home?? :3

The best part of being a homebody is the activities lol :D

SLEEPING
Yes this is obviously the best thing ever :3 I mean, I'd rather spend hours by sleeping instead of spending my time to go out and meet people! Well, I guess this explains well why I'm always sleepy when I meet people >0<

Watching dramas/cartoons/TV shows/movies
Besides sleeping, watching TV shows alone on the bed with comforter and some food is also very fun. I can spend my time finishing the whole season of a drama lol. And of course, MOVIE MARATHONS (save money ayyy)!

Fangirling

Yes one of the activities that I would do, fangirling over some hot actors or any cute singers. It's fun anyway hahaha :")

Surfing the internet

Who doesn't love to surf the internet? Thanks to the internet, I discover the best song ever, Pink Fluffy Unicorns dancing on rainbows. 

Reading

From reading books to fanfics to blogs, reading is a good activity for me. It feels like I'm entering into a different dimension.

Work Out
LMAO not a real work out just a simple workout everyday :D

Karaoke~
No need to explain this.

Doing nothing/Blank out

last but not least...

Being lazy
haaa I don't have to care about my appearance yey

But there's one bad thing about being a homebody.. I would eventually feel lonely :( But yeah what matters the most is that I'm happy :D

okay BYE I'M GONNA SPEND MY TIME SPACING OUT RN!!! :D

Angel

(c)

A tiring day, a quiet night.

Today is a good day to cry out loud.

But darling, find strength!

I’m always here for you.

Put on a smile on that pretty face because you look prettier with a smile.

Just know that you are not alone.

You used to be my star that shines brightly whenever I was in an endless darkness.

Now, hold my hands and I’ll be your light.

Sincerely, your angel.

- http://tulis.co/angel/

「友情」

this post is dedicated to my buddies that went through shits during foundation studies with me :3

from the movie Sunny(2011-korean). my fav movie yo :D
(it's about friendship, unrequited love,family and reunion haa) cr to rightful owner

友情 (friendship) :) I am honestly very grateful for having good friends that accompanied me through out my foundation studies. Before this, I thought I might not be able to make friends, as I am socially awkward (and emotionally constipated,too). But, I'm very lucky to have a lot of friends and acquaintances during my foundation studies.  Let me be frank, I'm actually have this huge "assabiah" spirit in me. "Assabiah" is actually an Arabic word but I think that's the best word to describe myself as someone who belongs to a group. YEAP, berpuak!! And I'm actually closer with my girl friends than my guy friends as I feel more comfortable with them and I can tell my girl friends dirty jokes whenever I want hahahah and maybe because I've been to all-girls schools for 11 years... so that's why I always prefer my girl friends. Some people might say, they prefer guy friends more than girls because less drama. yeah that's right, that's no fun, no drama no fun . ok ok lari tajuk :-o so this will be my appreciation post for my best buddies :-) but i'm not gonna list all of them, just a few. kalau takde, don't worry, i still love yu gais :3

T_T

kanak-kanak riang yang postpone meeting law016 semata-mata nak exercise.
*sighs* apa nak jadi

pizza hut gang

suci sia muka semorang hahahaha

Anna,  my Kelantanese friend with that super-Kelantan-spirit hahaha :D Mung memang sempoi, cool and awesome. Obvious sangat minat kau dengan photography. Well, kalau kau dapat achieve minat kau dalam photography, go for it. It'll make you happier :) Try your best and insyaAllah you'll get something in return, trust me :D Be confident and stay sempoi okay :D ❤

Nana, my fellow Nogori friend :-D A quiet and shy person at first, but once you know her, she's actually a sarcastic-badass-girl okay. LWA01D's princess and well-known for her cool styles. *_* She resembles Blair Waldorf (ciked ah jgn perasan angad lak muehehe). But whenever she laughs, she'll laugh like a grandma ahaha :'D At first, susah nak ngam with her but lama-lama okay je budak ni. But kalau nak ngam dengan mudah, talk with her about cats because she loves cats so much. Ok skip to my farewell message for you Nana, thanks for being one of my close friends during my foundation studies. Hopefully we could reunite again with our classmates in future ❤

Nabs, one of the persons that I first met in the class. Ingat lagi our first ELC080 class Mdm Bhajan, we were in the same group together with Sarah and Sarah :D LOL THAT WAS AWKWARD (like seriously awkward gila hahaha), At first, I thought Sarah's your bestfriend tau hahaha. Rupanya, semua pun macam baru kenal. and yeah you're the first introvert (real introvert punyalah!! memang bukan acah-acah introvert dah) yang i jumpa! Sometimes awkward jugaklah but later, okay je. You're actually a cool gal ;) I admire your obsessiveness towards books -- lagi-lagi fictional stories haaa. Anyway, I wish you all the best for the future. ❤

Eiza, first and foremost, thanks for being a kind friend to me. Especially during the first semester, when you helped me a lot when I was sick (besides Sarah). You're one of a kind, genius dalam diam, athletic. Jealous tengok how good you are in sports and education *nangis jap*. and sorry if I failed to be a good friend for you :( I can never repay your kindness T.T Anyway, I'm very sure that you'll pass the second semester with flying colours, like the first semester. Do well in future okay :) Don't worry, I won't forget you :D Thanks for the memories ❤

Yank, my twin!! Comel je aku tengok (haaA PEDO ALERT!!!!) Sangat clingy and cute dengan kawan (yeah kita sama personality gang!!!) Berani berhadapan dengan musuh ketatku iaitu LIPAS. Sentiasa ceria and comel(ok berapa kali nak ulang doh..hhhhh) Petah berbicara, pandai dan aktif wakaka. Pandai berfesyen :""")) unlike me T_T Part paling best, affectionate dgn kwn hahahah i'm so going to miss you *cries* ❤

alamak anna isn't in this photo heol nvrmind

Chacha, a 4-dimensional girl with a big interest towards Kardashians lol. Memang kalau tak kenal dia, orang ingat dia ni pendiam nak mampus (because she's also introvert). But once you get to know her, get ready to be bombarded with middle finger and curses from this girl LMAO. Sangat cool, fashionable and sassy but at the same time, cute mcm Teletubbies punya baby Sun lol. And she's also very intelligent. She's the real definition of beauty with brain okay :) *proud friend here* Sometimes very manja one with friends hahaha. Love you chacha, stay fabulous and intelligent. Good luck for your future, sure dapat Dean's List lagi ni :) ❤

Tati/Sarah, my super adorable-dorky buddy!! Also very sassy one. Can kill you with her powerful sassiness (yep yep), Kelakar nak mampus. The dumber in our dumb and dumber secret partnership (heheh aku cop dulu dumb :p) She wasn't a fan of Kpop before but after awhile, she's now trapped inside the dirty world of Kpop. so, we sometimes fangirl on unnecessary kpop shits for fun :D Sangat cool but hati fragile and can cry easily kalau ada orang lain menangis hahahaha. Sometimes jadi 'photographer' class sebab ada iphone lol kesian doh. Btw, sorrylah sbb suka ambil phone kau and spam phone kau dengan selfie aku yang buruk ni. :""""))) Suka gaduh dengan kau and acah-acah gedik omaigod. Anyway, I love you T_T you'll always be my dumber <3 stay sassy and savage my queen and good luck for your future. ❤

Tia, my fellow January baby!~ Another 4-dimensional girl with a big interest towards Kpop (jugak). I find her very cute actually (gheinyerrr yasss i'm bi eh jk). But sometimes can be very quiet, cepat marah lol, and kuat majox cam baby. and sometimes self-esteem low :( oh bby girl, believe me, you're beautiful the way you are.Be courageous and bold ye. You're way prettier than some hot gurlz in Dengkil. (tak tipu betullah ni hish). And, stay strong whenever you feel down. Somehow, I cannot be there 24/7 for you, so keep your head up and face the harsh world with a strong heart and strong faith in yourself. I love the way you are, I LOVE YOU and stay cute :) Good luck for your future bby ❤

Hana, my other side of me (cewah)! Most of my friends have low confidence, including myself so it's actually quite refreshing to have a friend with stable confidence. But, sometimes I feel pity for her that she has to try her hardest to get her dream CGPA. Sometimes a crybaby(but she only cries about her studies, not boys, kira oklah tu kan!). I appreciate and thank you for being there for me when I was depressed. I'm really grateful that you and our buddies were there for me. Anyway, I will miss all the time we spent together. We have been bestfriends for almost a year, and shared our problems and secrets. I wish all the best for you and thanks for being my friend. ❤

Fin, also a 4-dimensional girl that lives quite near to my place. This is that particular kid who loves to throw shade (lol savage kan) and who loves to shout in the public hahahaha. She's bipolar but not the bipolar disorder. She always has mood swings. You're beautiful (yes I understand how hard for you to realize that you're actually beautiful). Thanks for listening to me whenever I need someone to talk to even though it might be a burden for you. Thanks for allowing me to hug you shamelessly in public. You're one of my friends that could understand all the pain behind my tears. And for you, I could only say stay strong. Hopefully we could meet and hang out together and have fun again. Paint your beautiful face with a smile everytime you're facing calamities. I love you and all the best ❤

the gijibaes. since 1997x1998

Ika, my ex-roommate and housemate! She's really kind, friendly and strong. Sorry kalau aku buat salah :( And thanks for being a good sister to me. I miss the moments when we had to handle Kolej Mawar for awhile and mental-breakdown gila kan :"""))) Gonna miss all the times when you and the others laughed at me because I was bad at talking to someone through phone calls lol. Ya ya aku gagap kahkahkah. Anyway, can't wait to see your first book being published, and tak sabar nak tengok kau duduk pelamin ewah. :) ❤

Wawa, my first Sabahan friend ever!! My gorgeous sister. Memang pujaan setiap kumbang diluar sana wakaka. Pakai apa-apa pun still nampak cantik. Pakailah kain batik ke, kotak ke, still cantik lol. She's very brave and sometimes mudah terhibur. Anak sulung yang kental yang terpaksa tinggal berjauhan daripada keluarga terchenta. Sometimes kesian tengok dia, mesti rindu gila dekat family. Poor bby gurl, time cuti mid-sem, dia je tak balik :[ You're really good at dancing (jealousnyerrr i love dancing too but i just don't have the talent). also petah berbicara and friendly. Anyway, moga dapat kahwin dengan ehem ehem and hopefully we could see each other again! ❤

Intan, my housemate and tablemate(dekat rumah). Waktu first jumpa, tak puas hati dengan minah ni sebab dia dapat cop meja dalam rumah tu dulu lol. And waktu first, ingat dia ni tak friendly. But subsequently, we became best buddies in the house hahaha. Geng kuat menganjing, geng minat kdramas, and banyak jugak similarities between us. Sometimes her words can be harsh tapi I'm already used to it but for some people, maybe susah nak ngam. Thanks for allowing us to borrow your stuff :""""))) THANKS FOR THE DELICIOUS FOOD YAS and tenkiu girl for being a good friend :) ❤

Syaza, used to be Eiza's roommate before. My first impression towards her was quite bad tbh. I thought she's arrogant or something because when we passed by each other in Shah Alam, she rarely smiled back at me .__. But then, suddenly second semester jadi roommate. Haa gitu kan jodoh. She's so obsessed with her cheesy pickup lines lol (cheesy but i actually liked them :p). Kuat menjerit (not literally shouting but erm, bila bercakap, kalau boleh nak bagi satu dunia tau lol). She looks matured tapi tak pun actually ahahaha. So innocent and naive, lagi innocent daripada aku omg T_T Suci macam baby betul budak ni :"""))) Anyway, thanks sbb bagi pinjam barang bagi kami yang mesikin ni lol warga D2-5-7. I love you my hati. You're beautiful (yass you are) and next time kalau jadi roommate lagi, I won't bully you anymore :"""))) ❤

Sarah, my ex-roommate, housemate, and classmate. The first girl that I met in Uitm and the first girl I that I talked to in Uitm. My special and best buddy *_* Very hardworking and classy. We both share the same interest which is Kpop. My first impression towards her is that she looks so polite and kind. Yes dia menepati my first impression but she's the queen of sassy. hahahaha sangatlah diva and princess-like. Very close to her family members, and good in making friends with everyone. Geng kuat menganjing jugak and geng dancerz lol. Me Gustas Tu was our anthem lmao. Anyway, thank you Sarah gorgeous for being there for me. Thanks for all your advices and thanks for being there whenever I was having stress. Thanks for understanding me eventhough I, myself can't even understand myself. Thanks for giving me your shoulder for me to lean on. To me, you're like a sister to me (atau kalau nak over sikit, macam angel hahaha). Hopefully you'll get flying colours for your results and good luck for your future. All the best and hopefully our friendship will last forever and thanks for everything. ❤

warga d2-5-7 (rumah tepi tong sampah dan hujung dunia huhuhuhuhuhu)

In simpler words, thanks to all my friends for giving me such good memories for me to remember. Hopefully our friendships will last forever or at least, last longer. InsyaAllah, we will meet each other again :") To all my friends, thanks for showing me the dreams that I didn't have the courage to achieve all by myself.  We might not be able to see each other everyday again, but we are still able to contact each other. :)

Moving on is never easy as what we think it is. Like what my friend said, what's the point if we're trapped in the past because we know we aren't able to feel the joy and happiness that we had before. Well my friend, that's quite true. Isn't it strange how we hold on the pieces of the past while we're searching and waiting for the uncertain future to come? You said that humans forget each other so easily because the only things that remain in them are the good and bad memories. You said that it is never easy to forget memories and you will try to never forget anyone that have survived together with you. You also said that being able to see us again in the future is a kind of destiny and dream that most people want but how many people will remember and want to see us?

Boy, how do you exactly know what other people feel? What if they are actually feeling the same? Don't care about how many people will remember us as long as we are the one who would remember and cherish all the moments that we spent together because wishing for others to remember us but we don't is just...selfish... Let the time speak on how faithful or strong our memories are towards each other and deal with it. Memories will stay as memories. Besides, we don't know if we're seeing the same persons again in future, right? Maybe because that same old person that we used to know is actually dying. It's simply because some people just change within time. We don't know how and when can people change so easily.Well, it seems like there is actually no certainty in life and nothing will last forever. (ps : compiled from my friends' deep talks.. lol :3)

of ups and downs

if you're allergic to sentimental posts, don't read this.

I've officially finished my foundation studies, and it's the right time to bid my farewell to my favourite people in foundation studies. I've never felt this sad before(I didn't feel sad when I left high school..yeap). It's surely very hard for me to say goodbye to every person that I've met here. You guys will always be my favorite people <3 

At first, I didn't really feel like we're saying goodbye for the last time after the last paper. But once after I saw one by one, left the campus (forever), I then realised that that was our final goodbye. And we may not see each other again. That was it.

the last photo that we took together after the last paper. the final goodbye..

Anyway, let's rewind back to our first semester!

LWA01D -- 12th June 2015.

Our first class photo ever! It was just a few days after we first met each other. :3 I still remember, we were all so awkward during the photography session lol. I miss the awkwardness lol and this was the day we made our own class slogan. "Veni. Vedi. Vici. - We Came. We Saw. We Conquered" I love our class slogan so much <3

18th June 2015

This was the day when we (girls) were waiting for Bus G to come over and fetch us.. We waited at the bus stop near Kolej Perindu for quite long and finally, we decided to go back to Kolej Mawar by walking together.

22nd June 2015.

Our first black and white class photo. Our beloved class representative was the one who suggested us to take class photos with black and white outfits. (At this time, we're still awkward but that awkward bond started to loose :D)

24th June 2015.

Our first iftar together! Well, the boys didn't join us that day, and our non-muslim friends didn't join us too. We had iftar at Jemari at Section 7, Shah Alam and we took pictures before breaking our fast. It was really fun and the food <3

9th July 2015.

This was after our last class before the first semester break (Raya!!!) We were all so excited to go back to our hometown and some of us were quite tired on that day. 

7th August 2015.

Asasi SMFUU's rumah terbuka event at the faculty. Well, I still remember how our class representative hated Asasi SMFUU's leader so much lol. And to know that the leader also knew that our class rep hated him so much, he, in return, asked (or maybe forced) our class rep to become ad hoc committee on that event. lol Our class rep whined in our class group as he was really annoyed with that leader. lol so childish :3

13th August 2015.

Our class's first debate session ever! *throws confetti* (but my group had a debate session on another day so yeah). There were 3/4 sessions, which I couldn't remember, but I liked all the sessions.

27th August 2015.

On this day, some of us planned to eat outside the campus. Well, at first we planned to go to Subway as there was free promotion but sadly we didn't get to go there as we're too late. But somehow, we went to Pizza Hut instead and had our dinner there. We didn't really plan to go with so many people, at first. After having dinner, we went again to the Street Arts and took photos, and went to KFC and McD to buy some food for our other friends in the campus lol.

28th August 2015.

Hehehe the library visit!!! YEAS! We had our library visit (to PTAR2) for our LAW038 assignment. As usual the girls would take a lot of pictures. Sadly, I remember that I deleted some photos so I couldn't use those photos. yeap menyesal delete T_T

18th September 2015.

The second library visit! We (the girls) were late but we still had fun :D We conquered the whole bus (bus A or B if I'm not mistaken).

23th September 2015.

Our class photo after the last class for the first semester. We wore black and white outfits to synchronize lol as usual, the class rep suggested this. <3

24th September 2015.

Gang tak balik kampung for Raya Aidiladha. We were really unfortunate on that day because all the stalls at DC were closed, there was only a few buses available. Shops at Section 7, Shah Alam mostly were closed. We had to get our food at KFC lol and we didn't get to eat daging korban :'(

11th October 2015.

This photo was taken after the last paper (LAW012) at Dewan Seri Budiman. Well, we were all happy because we finally get to rest for a month. And that's how our first semester ended.. We had so many fun memories in UiTM Shah Alam <3 

Here comes the second semester which is definitely 100x tougher than the first semester in UiTM Dengkil...

30th December 2015.

Our first class photo for the second semester!! Well, I believe our class was the first class ever that took class photo together and in front of the library :3 We got 2 new classmates as well, but they weren't in the picture :( We wore black and white because lol why not? :3

3rd March 2016.

Our class photo that we took after we've done our class assignment for LAW088. We wore black because that's the only colour that everyone has lol. Our class assignment went well despite the problems that we had before presentation day. 

17th March 2016.

Our last ELC093 class with our favourite lecturer, Mr Shahrul. We loved this subject because we got a cool lecturer :3 

19th March 2016.

Our first(and last) class trip to Port Dickson! We planned to have a class trip because most of us didn't go to the annual dinner. Even though there were problems that we faced, I still don't regret for joining this trip. It was really fun and we had a great time bonding with each other. We had games, and prize ceremony and had bbq party until night :3 Thanks for the delicious food :3

24th March 2016.

Our cool ELC093 lecturer bought us pizzas!! Yesss :3 We had casual talks with our lecturer. Thanks to our beloved lecturer for buying us these delicious pizzas <3 May God bless you!! <3

25th March 2016.

Our last class for the second semester, or in another words, our last class for our foundation studies. We only had one class on that day and yeah erm we took photos with our lecturer as well before saying goodbye to our lecturer.

15th April 2016.

Here comes the saddest part :( This was after our last paper (Law039) and this was our last time together with our classmates. We took photos under the scorching hot sun lol because it was during the afternoon. It was the day when we bid farewell to each other.

I feel bittersweet. First, it's because I love all the memories that we had. Secondly, it's because  I feel sad for leaving these great people and knowing that I might not be able to meet them again. But InsyaAllah, if God wills it, we would meet each other again. I believe in that. Thanks for the memories that we got. Thanks for the friendships. Thanks for the scars that gave me life lessons. Thanks for helping me when I needed help the most. Thanks for everything, my dear friends. Remember, there will be more tough roads in front of us, and all we gotta do is, survive through these. Believe me, I'll always pray for our success. Come back and be good lawyers or politicians. Destroy the current dictators and bring back the peace and love that we all fought for during debate sessions and discussions. Don't forget me and last but not least, I love all of you.

I know they don't know about the existence of this post but let me just thank them in this post. :)
Thanks Abu for being a good friend to everyone, you're the best! Ad, you're doing great, don't worry! Cha cha, please show your emotions lol and stay fabulous! Tia, you need to know that you're cute and pretty okay :) Farah, stay pretty and be confident like always! Hana, yes you're the cutest kid ever hahahaha and I always admire your efforts <3 Ollan, I hope you'll be the old cute and kind Ollan and be a good politician in future. Intan, please jangan stare lelama kat cermin lol be confident okay! Mayo, tolong tinggi sikit, kesian tengok asyik kena jengket je hahahah! Taqi, behave please aku duk perati je perangai mcm bebudak hahahah. Jiji, good luck everytime kau join debate, make us proud!! Syafiq, comel mcm bear tpi annoying hahahah, good luck for your future~ Shot, my cute sister tapi jangan gelabah sangat eh hahahaha. Anna, pursue what you love, because that'll make you happier, that's for sure. Eein, stay sassy and stay intelligent! Fin, I'm always here for you :3 Kentut je dengan confident, I support hahahh You're beautiful inside out, don't worry <3 Yank, my cute twin ^3^ stay cute stay pandai and let's meet again and jadi twins lgi :3 Fath, tak penat ke jadi cantik hahahaha luv you muahhhh :D Nab, I love your confidence, teach me how to be confident and sassy okay teacher :3 Anne, geng 150cm and below, stay smol and kiut so that we can still fit in the geng muehehe. Rin, my giant mommy, stay pretty and good luck in future <3 Eiza jiranku, thanks for being there for me whenever I needed help, ^_^ Mimie, one of the divas, stay happy and cheerful, spread that positive vibes :3 Ren, you need to know that we'll always help you okay. Tatii, stay diva and classy, and kaulah dumber, aku dumb, okay kan muahahah :-) Kak Yam, cool sgt akak ni, akak sekolah agama paling cool and sassy!! Sarah, nak thanks je tak cukup, anyway you're my best buddy ever, thanks for everything, babe <3 Su, I always admire your fashion sense and you're one of the coolest kid I've ever seen okay haa :3 Jie, stay calm like always and I like your manners :)

Foundation in Law (UiTM) - Semester 2 (2016)

asasi undang-undang uitm semester 2 @ dengkil wootz!

The second semester just ended last Thursday after finishing LAW039 paper :( another 5 months, my foundation life just ended. I still remember the first day of the second semester when we had to register at the new campus which is located in Dengkil. I got myself 2 new friends there as they are my housemates. Well, I want to write more about them but let's just skip this part.

the main building. (cr to google & the rightful owner)

Male students will be placed in Kolej Tualang 1,2, and3 ) and female students will be placed in Kolej Dahlia 1,2 and 3. You won't be living in a dorm but a house. Just a small house without kitchen. 2 bathrooms (with showers yay), 3 rooms (2 persons for each room) and 6 tables outside the rooms. I stayed in Kolej Dahlia 2 (D2-5-7). Basically, there will be 6 people staying in a house, so people, get ready to know your housemates well ok :3

These are the views from my room(rumah+bilik hujung dunia doh hohohoho bestttt) :-

        

For asasi law students, you actually don't have to worry about your black and white outfits. Actually, it's not compulsory for asasi law students to wear the black and white outfits. But surely you'll of course need to have formal outfits for your presentations. That black and white outfits will be utilised completely during your degree years , I jamin :-)

For the second semester, we'll learn 8 subjects in total. 4 law subjects, 2 english subjects, 2 other subjects. Let me list down the subjects :-

1) CTU086/IDA086 - Fundamentals of Shariah

You'll learn the basic shariah in this subject just like what you've learned in SPM (if you took that Shariah subject???) For non-muslims, you'll learn the other subject, which I don't know the details, sorry.

2) ECO099 - Introduction to Economics

You'll learn microeconomics and macroeconomics in this subject but just generally-lah. You'll need calculator and graph papers for this subject so prepare okay!

3) ELC092 - Communicative Skills for Foundation Studies

There'll be no final exam for this subject BUT your overall marks will be evaluated by your respective lecturers throughout this semester. There are 3 assignments which are individual speech (persuasive speech), forum and debate. Well, you'll need to do your best in this subject as there'll be no final exam for this subject!

4) ELC093 - Academic Writing for Foundation Studies

My favourite subject tbh!! There will be 2 assignments for this subject which will be considered for your total marks for this subject. You'll need to write 2 term papers individually and with partner. I love this subject because lol we had quite a lot of fun during the class because apparently our lecturer didn't know what to teach and what to do so sometimes he dismissed the class 1 hour earlier or sometimes we played games :-) 

5) LAW037 - Introduction to Law II

I like this subject but ... erm I don't know how to describe this but whatever. You'll learn different types of law that exist in the world-- common law, civil law, adversarial system, inquisitorial system and many more! You'll also learn judiciary system in Malaysia. and this subject is just like LAW016 but with more details :)

6) LAW039 - Introduction to Social Psychology and Criminology

Well, tbh I expected more from this subject as I love to read stuff regarding psychology but nahhh. I'm just interested in Abnormal Psychology, not Social Psychology. You'll learn about social psychology such as attitudes, social influence, aggression,prejudice and etc. Some people might like this subject but for me, I don't really like it as there are so many terms that I need to remember T.T

7) LAW087 - Introduction to Law III

This subject focuses on contract, tort and criminal but just on the basis. There are SO MANY cases and legal provisions that we have to memorize.... but actually I like this subject, which I don't know the reason why... lol but somehow, I got myself useful knowledge from this subject because who knows I can use what I've learned from this subject heheh :3

8) LAW088 - Contemporary Global and Legal Issues

This subject is easy (for me) but you'll need to read a lot about the current issues for this subject. But I actually don't really like this subject as we're required to write a lot (like...a...loT!!!) for the finals. Mcm tulis essay.. *sighs* Make sure you read a lot about the current issues and any human rights issues. (because it'll be really useful and... for your own knowledge kan why not)

Of course the second semester is tougher than the first semester. Learning 8 subjects within 5 months was definitely NOT easy. As usual, there were so many assignments that we got T.T And like the first semester, most of us studied last minute. lol Last minute studying is not good but what can we do... Better late than never huh? *laughs........half-heartedly*

Anyway, I like this campus as this campus is still new and we're the first batch that conquers this campus *yoohoo*!!! But we (asasi law students from Shah Alam campus), had some problem with science students. I didn't really care about the problem but that problem has led to us, being stereotyped by the staffs and other students. It was unfortunate but well, that issue was solved and now, everyone left the campus already.

Tbh most of us(asasi law students from Shah Alam campus) didn't like the staffs here (as..they actually discriminated us for small matters) and the wifi here is sooooooo sloww unlike in Shah Alam. But afterall we all had fun even though the services weren't good and not to forget that this campus has strict curfew unlike in Shah Alam :( Not much freedom, we felt like school students hahaha but whatever, what's more important is education. :3

You're going to love the campus as the buildings are so beautifully built >.< and the scenery that you'll get <3 Below are some pictures of the campus :3

the view that you'll get from the main building (administration building)
cr photo to rightful ownerr

PTAR - library (4 levels with one 24 hour study room)

study table! cr to the rightful owner

anjung dengkil - the heaven. (kedai makan makan yey)

no cars can lepak one :3

the dinamik block - located behind the administration block

the view of the dinamik block + etika block + anjung + field from progresif block :D

here comes the best part of living in uitm dengkil!

get ready to see colourful sides of the blue sky during the sunrise/sunset! you'll gonna love it for sure <3

And get ready to catch aeroplanes flying in the sky! (1 aeroplane every 10 minutes yep yep)!!

Goodbye UiTM Dengkil! Goodbye people! Farewell, my friends <3

Okay that's all! Thanks for reading this! If you need anything, just leave a comment. :3